Western Spirituality Steps Through Doorway to the Divine

We are the New Agers, the Spiritual Seekers, theI recently received an invitation to receive a profound
ones who hold lofty goals of becoming One with theblessing from a Gujarati saint from India who has
Divine, of creating world peace through massbecome a living Gnani Purush - one who can separate
visualizations, of rising to the highest consciousnessour egos from our Pure Souls. "That sounds like
imaginable. We want to offer unconditional Love to all.something I'd like to try," I thought, so I ran to see him. I
We desire utopia. We want to be able to give andexpected another knows-all teacher, someone in a
receive instant healings. We try to communicate withhigh state of consciousness who would be interesting
our spirit guides and the angelic realms, andwe want toto learn from. But I was to be given a most precious
become free of the egos that sabotage our dreams.gift that would change my life forever.
We walk around in this duality with open hearts, bigThe Gnani Purush gave me separation from my ego... I
hearts, wondering why this world holds so muchwas given the awakening to my true self, the clearest
darkness when all we truly wish for is The Light. Wevision of who I really am. I was given self realization in
look up, focusing on God when life circumstances pullthe form of deeply knowing that I am pure soul who
us down. We try to help others, to do good, to behas this package it lives in called me. I've had the
good, to set good examples. We want our energy tointellectual concept of this for years, but the profound
effect positive change for the planet and the universe.and beautiful separation given to me by the Gnani
We work at surrendering to Creator of All that Is, andPurush has enveloped me in the true experience of
surrendering to allow the Universe to respond to ourthe Divine, of Oneness. I am living in the separation -
good intentions.between myself as pure soul - and the body person
We continuously search for the highest, for communionof ego/intellect who has my name and carries so
with the Divine, for our own higher selves. We feel sadmuch karma.
when we err, we rejoice when good wins out overAnd as I apply the knowledge I am receiving from the
evil.words of the Gnani Purush that are translated to
And the cycle continues... lifetime after lifetime afterEnglish, I become more steadfast and strong in my
lifetime. We understand that there must be a way outexperience of living as a pure soul. I see all living beings
- that there must be a doorway to Spiritual/Ultimateas pure souls. This is not a concept - it is real. I now
Freedom. But even the definition of what this meansenjoy (rather than dream of or imagine) such a sweet
eludes us. We read scores of spiritual books, lookingbliss because I watch the wordly experience of my
for the one teacher or enlightened being who can givebody person as separate from my true self. There is
us enlightenment and true awakening. And the yearsa detachment occurring within that gives me such
pass.freedom and peace that I feel gratitude in every
Does this sound like you? It certainly describes overwaking moment. The separation is the most important
thirty years of my life. We call it our "spiritual path" andthing that has ever happened to me. I have stepped
it seems to have no end; we never quite find thethrough the Doorway to the Divine.
answers and the search continues.